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Less Ego Equates Real Change

23 Apr
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Utterance of the Whole

21 Apr

Utterance!

Excerpt from my newest literary alchemy, “A Kaleidoscope of Butterflies,” coming this October!

“We must live the gospel of compassion, so that our anterior self-serving cleverness transcends us
toward an altered mindfulness.”
~Julia DarkRose Caples, 2018

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Blood’s Truth, Finds New Home in the Abyss

20 Apr

Re-post from my FB account:

Probably the last excerpt I will ever share from my book:

Page 88
The verity of time shall remember you as a child full of fear and imagined grace, a hollow husk, if you are remembered at all. And so, to you, in a sanguine whisper, Life utters, “Terminate your torment of love unsatisfied, of a life unfulfilled. Where shall this libber of souls be found? Where will the truth resound? Not here, not in the arms of ego and cultivated ignorance. There is not enough silence.”

Go into the sable forest, if you can bare the reality, and live among the “beasts” and “monsters.” Eat from the ruby apple, embrace your pain and tear the diseased veil of false-hoods from your rotting pulp.

Julia DarkRose Caples
Copyright 2016

This informational post is meant for those that care…
My apology. I forget, when I am writing, not everyone lives inside my head, Lol. I am pulling “Blood’s Truth,” off the shelf, not for a lack of sales or positive reviews. I am doing so for what I believe is the greater good, for all. Perhaps not my call to make, but there it is, it is made.
“A Kaleidoscope of Butterflies,” is still coming out this October. Thank you everyone for your concern. I am, as always, truly appreciative. 🙂

I am pulling my book, “Blood’s Truth,” off the shelves. I am having 100 copies printed, delivered to me and stored away for another generation…maybe, perhaps I will just bury them deep in the abyss.

Thank you beyond what I can convey in this Social Media post, to all those who believed in me and my work, and supported my book, no matter what.

~Julia DarkRose Caples
2018

 

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Self-Respect

19 Apr

I prefer to be true to myself, even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of others, rather than to be false, and incur my own abhorrence. Self-respect cannot be hunted. It cannot be purchased. It is never for sale. It cannot be fabricated out of the media/public relations. It comes to us when we are alone, in quiet moments, in quiet places, when we suddenly realize that knowing the good, we have done it, knowing the beautiful, we have served it; knowing the truth, we have spoken it and put it into action.

It is the highest form of self-respect to admit our errors and mistakes and make amends for them. To make a mistake is only an error in judgement, but to adhere to it when it is discovered shows infirmity of character, lack of truth and honor within the soul.

~Julia DarkRose
©2015

Julia DarkRose Caples Winter 2016

Julia DarkRose Caples

Photograph taken for my book-“Blood’s Truth,” in Winter, 2016.

Photographer~Jonathan Christopher Ives-Martin

Walk of the Grand Vampire Peacock

13 Apr

Walk of the Grand Vampire Peacock

**Wow, this simple yet poignant article, kindled the fire within and encouraged me to spit-ball this short FB/Wordpress article.**

This is what, in my humble experienced opinion, the self-proclaimed, “Elders” of the Vampyre Subculture (Community) should be discussing and working towards (the attached article), during their “meetings,” Meetups, courts, or any venue they attend just so they can spew their drivel.

All this crap that all these “leaders” spend precious breathing time fretting and fighting over and for, is truly meaningless, and only exists so those self-entitled “important persons,” can feel like they matter. How any of these “chiefs” are still, after all their professed wisdom, so very blind, is, well, quite telling of the reality of that culture. How can they not know that all the outside validation of their claims (mostly without any proof) will never equate with true acceptance of self…that must always come from within.

Their very self-entitlement (whether voted into a meaningless position in a meaningless social court, house, or any group within that subculture, or not) is testament to their weakness, to their commitment of spreading poppycock and re-living their flash in the pan moment as if anything they have done or are doing will ever matter, in the grand scheme of what is actually important.

Should not Elders of any community be concerned for their people’s survival? And doesn’t that survival mean that those leaders should be concerned with the greater whole, the worldwide crux of what is truly happening? How can Elders of a group of self-labeled, cocks of the walk, claiming to be more enlightened, and in many cases, reveling in their belief that they are more important than Mundanes, be so unconcerned about what really matters? Worrying about parties and balls and walking the walk (of a douchebag extraordinaire actually), and thinking that they are walking the walk of the grand vampire peacock…nope…douchebag.

Man oh man, you need to wake the fuck up. The world has changed from just a few decades ago and is changing rapidly into its next stage of life. Do you, “Elders,” really think that your Houses and Courts and Social Media Groups, mean anything outside your own vanity and egos? All of which only indicates that your truest characters are lacking of meaningful substance and must use your ego to fool the outside world, but most of all, to hide from your very own truth.

Be mad. Keep your Black Veil over your face. Keep not transcending. Keep being a waste upon our Earth. It is all your choice. You are relics of self-serving double-talk and gibberish.

Apparently, you still don’t get it.

~Julia DarkRose Caples

 

 

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Those Dastardly Cowards!

10 Apr

 

 

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**Warning for all those I tagged, yes, I posted a sexy selfie of myself to make people look at my post, fuck yes, I did! I am through the roof manic and absolutely can not shut off my mind and/or dull the very passions that are forged within my fiery essence, known as Julia DarkRose. If you even decide to read my ramblings, I am humbled and grateful, but do not really expect discussion to ensue. As is the madness of being an artistic alchemist, I just have to create and in some way share my madness or become consumed by it.

Thank you for your understanding and continued support as my family and friends.

Not everything in the shadows is cool, awesome, mysterious, powerful, or worth discovering. Sometimes, the Darklight needed to comfort and help people transition from one understanding to another, is not welcomed or appreciated in its time of brilliance. Sometimes, only after the Darklight has transformed into another reality, do those who needed that darklight the most, finally stop chasing what was never truly worthy of their time and life.***

Okay, so, I was informed tonight that I am “hard core,” and that most people do not think on/from the same sphere that I think on/from and that, perhaps, I am not writing clearly, and/or in a way that will help reach those people that I believe might benefit from a spot light shown directly onto those individuals that willingly choose to distort the truth…and in all other variations of language as we understand it, either, out-right lie, and/or sprinkle just enough information here and there, about different topics as to seem, to the unaware and uniformed, that they are actually teaching universal truths (probably a run-on sentence but can not see it at the moment). When, indeed, they are not and are actually brainwashing those seekers of a path, whatever that might be, that is, perhaps, more meaningful than what they have previously found in their lives.

That is NOT being a little wicked, that is down right dastardly, and is on par with any organized religion (cult,same thing). Why is it acceptable to turn the spotlight on those false prophets of, let’s say, Christianity, but it is not acceptable to shine that light on those charlatans within a smaller culture or sub-culture, like, oh, say, the Vampire Community?

It is within my understanding, that you can lead a horse to water, however, how in the fuck is that horse going to drink the water, if his instinct is NOT as strong, as say, mine, and does not realize that it is even water and is necessary to sustain life, his life?

Beyond the lack of instincts, perhaps that horse is more susceptible to brain-washing than, say, myself (I left home at 12 due to not accepting the brainwashing of Christianity, and lived “hard core” on the streets because of that decision and would do it all again, to give the big ole “fuck you” to that particular path). And if that horse has already been brainwashed or is in the process of being brainwashed, what kind of piece of apathetic shit am I, to have knowledge gained from living, and to not do my best to help that horse understand the water and why he must drink?

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Apparently I have confused and/or offended some people with my “hard core” and passionate pursuit of universal truths and making sure that charlatans, from all walks of life, get their cummuppins!

If the liars have a messenger, then it is, in my experience, that truths of the universe must also have a messenger. While it is often believed and lived by many people, that truths stand on their own and will be discovered in time (which is relative), how many people’s lives are acceptable to ruin, that could have been redirected and helped by said truth messengers? Instead, they become destroyed by the liars, by those shameless charlatans?

I am not trying to think for people, that is ridiculous. I am not trying to help anyone from an outside perspective. I have lived this lie, perpetrated by many individuals and Houses within the GVC/OVC/VC. I even lost my children (when I was in my twenties. “won” them back in the longest 6 months of my life), in part, because of my failure to see past the lies.

Shouldn’t everyone be allowed to make their own choices based on education? Shouldn’t everyone have the chance to start out their journey upon a solid foundation? If your foundation is created out of lies and delusions, it will never be strong enough to truly help you, support you, and fulfill your deepest and truest desires.

If people relinquish their power to liars, that is on them. However, I have to do what it is in my nature to do. I can not abide injustice and dishonor. I can not abide liars on such a grand and important scale as those dastardly cowards within the vampire sub-culture.

Knowing how to think is as important as having facts and truth presented to you so you can think for yourself.

 

***I don’t know the drama that’s going on in the vampire subculture. I mainly do not pay attention. I am on the fringe of that sub culture, to be sure. I am writing a series of blog articles about spiritual charlatan’s, mostly, in all cultures. I am merely starting with the two cultures I have the greatest emotional response to and the greatest amount of experience in/with….the vampire subculture and the culture of Christianity. Both, mirror each other, perhaps more than most people in both groupings realize. Thank you to everyone who has asked for further clarification.***

 

 

 

 

~Julia DarkRose Caples

Shame, Shame, Shame, on Y’all!

10 Apr

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**This meme directly relates to “House Z,” within the web of charlatans, calling themselves “Houses,” “institutions of vampire learning,” “a group of vampires run by elders within the community,” and so many more erroneous, laid on thick, bullshit.**

I refuse to kiss anyone’s ass, but most especially, those who prey on the spiritual and intellectual growth of the unaware truth seeker!

My goal is NOT to stir up drama. However, my intention is to stir up people’s ire! I do not understand how anyone can not be upset, on some level, about being duped! Even though the responsibility to learn and apply said knowledge to life, and then lived as wisdom, ultimately falls on the individual, in my experience….being inundated with falsehoods, delusions, and greedy megalomaniacs pushing bullshit to line their pockets…
IS NOT ACCEPTABLE!

I will use House Z, from the recent crop (not recognized or even in actual existence before 2003) of Houses within the Vampire Community, as a prime example of these reprehensible actions…It is time to take off that Black Veil and see through it’s optical illusion!

This will be part one, of a comprehensive series I am writing, just for the Vampire Sub-culture, in regards to its myriad of charlatans and their relentless abuse. While it is up to the individual to “Seek their own truth,” that becomes ridiculously difficult, for some, when the liars and users (shamelessly abusing the trust of others) , those charlatans, keep building road blocks made out of false verity and are covered in disgusting megalomaniac goop! To express my thoughts, again and quite emphatically, I mean the fucking Black Veil, just keeps getting pulled over people’s eyes and creating quite the blurred vision!

What do the Ramones awesome song, “Pet Semetary,” have to do with any of that? Well, I guess, if your curiosity is piqued, will have to pay close attention to…everything around you and within. 

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Ramones~Pet Semetary Video

To reiterate, this will be a comprehensive series of articles regarding the charlatans running rampant within the Vampire Sub-culture, starting from the very beginning of that community…back before the Internet was even available to the public. We are talkin’ a long fucking time ago, Lol. No, but really…

According to the principles followed by those that actually put in the time and work and apply the hard-earned lessons to real life, from ancient people’s to modern people-

Bansenshukai (萬川集海, translated ‘Sea of Myriad Rivers Merging’) is a Japanese book containing a collection of knowledge from the clans in the Iga and Kōga regions that had been devoted to the training of ninja.

It was compiled by Fujibayashi Sabuji in 1676, in the early years of the Tokugawa shogunate, to preserve the knowledge that had been developed during the near-constant military conflict from the Ōnin War until the end of the Siege of Osaka almost 150 years later. As well as information on military strategy and weapons, it has sections on the astrological and philosophical beliefs of the times, and along with the Shōninki of 1681 and the Ninpiden of 1655 make up the three major sources of direct information about this shadowy profession…

How does this apply to the Vampire Sub-culture…stay tuned, and you will find out.
~Julia DarkRose Caples

**Page images are from this Ninjutsu Black Belt Training Densho Book.**

 

 

 

 

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