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Wanderlust

20 May

An excerpt from the current chapter I am writing for my newest literary alchemy-

“A Kaleidoscope of Butterflies.”

Chapter ?
“wanderlust”
My wanderlust allowed me to break free, at the very young age of twelve years old, from living inside that bubble, that early dying instead of living, gilded cage. You know the one. The one that (most) parents and societal ignorance wanted to keep me tethered to, that forever home, looking out the windows provided to me for my “safety” but truly a trap, eventually, a prison of my own design.

So, with shoes on my feet, a shirt on my back and a mind ignorant of the badness that lived in the wide, wide, world, I tricked my prison guards, unlocked (stole the keys while eating dinner in the mess hall) that ridiculously tall door that surely weighed two-thousand pounds or more and made my great escape!

Into the bright but rainy day I slipped away from all that I had ever known and from a very real understanding of being safe and taken care of, just so I could help the world see (what I could so easily see….all the fucking time!) that our formatted lives from birth, are only a house of corrections, some decorated with the finest silk and plush carpets, and some bare bones and dilapidated, yet, still an impound, a confine, a garden to look at and sit down in, but don’t you dare touch it and/or kick up some dirt and roll around in it! And so, I slipped away out into the second taste of true freedom (I had to free my mind first!) I had ever known.

More important than the hows, whys, and wheres of my wanderlust, is, while I followed my heart and each transformation of my being to and fro, near and far, is what did I leave behind and what did I take with me, each and every time.

How did I change those whose path I wandered onto and how did they change me?

Everything we are ever taught is ultimately bullshit. Everything turns back into the soil from which we came. No one leaves this life differently than anyone else. We all die. We are gone. All that we chose to become has turned back into dust. What do we leave behind that actually matters? Is it great works of art? Is it your religion? Is it your beliefs? Is it your Social Media status? Is it a subculture? Is it a government? Is it power? Is it grand architecture? What is it that we really leave behind?

It is how did we love.

How do you love?
~Julia DarkRose Caples
Copyright 2018

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Those Dastardly Cowards!

10 Apr

 

 

Candid Julia Caples

**Warning for all those I tagged, yes, I posted a sexy selfie of myself to make people look at my post, fuck yes, I did! I am through the roof manic and absolutely can not shut off my mind and/or dull the very passions that are forged within my fiery essence, known as Julia DarkRose. If you even decide to read my ramblings, I am humbled and grateful, but do not really expect discussion to ensue. As is the madness of being an artistic alchemist, I just have to create and in some way share my madness or become consumed by it.

Thank you for your understanding and continued support as my family and friends.

Not everything in the shadows is cool, awesome, mysterious, powerful, or worth discovering. Sometimes, the Darklight needed to comfort and help people transition from one understanding to another, is not welcomed or appreciated in its time of brilliance. Sometimes, only after the Darklight has transformed into another reality, do those who needed that darklight the most, finally stop chasing what was never truly worthy of their time and life.***

Okay, so, I was informed tonight that I am “hard core,” and that most people do not think on/from the same sphere that I think on/from and that, perhaps, I am not writing clearly, and/or in a way that will help reach those people that I believe might benefit from a spot light shown directly onto those individuals that willingly choose to distort the truth…and in all other variations of language as we understand it, either, out-right lie, and/or sprinkle just enough information here and there, about different topics as to seem, to the unaware and uniformed, that they are actually teaching universal truths (probably a run-on sentence but can not see it at the moment). When, indeed, they are not and are actually brainwashing those seekers of a path, whatever that might be, that is, perhaps, more meaningful than what they have previously found in their lives.

That is NOT being a little wicked, that is down right dastardly, and is on par with any organized religion (cult,same thing). Why is it acceptable to turn the spotlight on those false prophets of, let’s say, Christianity, but it is not acceptable to shine that light on those charlatans within a smaller culture or sub-culture, like, oh, say, the Vampire Community?

It is within my understanding, that you can lead a horse to water, however, how in the fuck is that horse going to drink the water, if his instinct is NOT as strong, as say, mine, and does not realize that it is even water and is necessary to sustain life, his life?

Beyond the lack of instincts, perhaps that horse is more susceptible to brain-washing than, say, myself (I left home at 12 due to not accepting the brainwashing of Christianity, and lived “hard core” on the streets because of that decision and would do it all again, to give the big ole “fuck you” to that particular path). And if that horse has already been brainwashed or is in the process of being brainwashed, what kind of piece of apathetic shit am I, to have knowledge gained from living, and to not do my best to help that horse understand the water and why he must drink?

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Apparently I have confused and/or offended some people with my “hard core” and passionate pursuit of universal truths and making sure that charlatans, from all walks of life, get their cummuppins!

If the liars have a messenger, then it is, in my experience, that truths of the universe must also have a messenger. While it is often believed and lived by many people, that truths stand on their own and will be discovered in time (which is relative), how many people’s lives are acceptable to ruin, that could have been redirected and helped by said truth messengers? Instead, they become destroyed by the liars, by those shameless charlatans?

I am not trying to think for people, that is ridiculous. I am not trying to help anyone from an outside perspective. I have lived this lie, perpetrated by many individuals and Houses within the GVC/OVC/VC. I even lost my children (when I was in my twenties. “won” them back in the longest 6 months of my life), in part, because of my failure to see past the lies.

Shouldn’t everyone be allowed to make their own choices based on education? Shouldn’t everyone have the chance to start out their journey upon a solid foundation? If your foundation is created out of lies and delusions, it will never be strong enough to truly help you, support you, and fulfill your deepest and truest desires.

If people relinquish their power to liars, that is on them. However, I have to do what it is in my nature to do. I can not abide injustice and dishonor. I can not abide liars on such a grand and important scale as those dastardly cowards within the vampire sub-culture.

Knowing how to think is as important as having facts and truth presented to you so you can think for yourself.

 

***I don’t know the drama that’s going on in the vampire subculture. I mainly do not pay attention. I am on the fringe of that sub culture, to be sure. I am writing a series of blog articles about spiritual charlatan’s, mostly, in all cultures. I am merely starting with the two cultures I have the greatest emotional response to and the greatest amount of experience in/with….the vampire subculture and the culture of Christianity. Both, mirror each other, perhaps more than most people in both groupings realize. Thank you to everyone who has asked for further clarification.***

 

 

 

 

~Julia DarkRose Caples

Southern Gothic Ascending

21 Mar

Please enjoy my newest  video preview for “The DarkRose Journal,” Issue 7~ReVamped.

Southern Gothic Ascending: Video Preview…

Southern Gothic Ascending

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Because sometimes I forget that not everyone understands the world the way I do and quite often, many of those people have no fucking clue about what I am trying to communicate…

SOUTHERN GOTHIC
noun
1.
a literary genre depicting life in the southern US and featuring grotesque themes and imagery
Collins English Dictionary – Complete & Unabridged 2012 Digital Edition
© William Collins Sons & Co. Ltd. 1979, 1986 © HarperCollins
Publishers 1998, 2000, 2003, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2009, 2012

American Psychological Association (APA):
southern gothic. (n.d.). Collins English Dictionary – Complete & Unabridged 10th Edition. Retrieved March 20, 2018 from Dictionary.com website http://www.dictionary.com/browse/southern-gothic

ASCEND
Definition of ‘ascend’
Learner: ascendAmerican: ascend English: ascend Example sentences

ascend
(əsɛnd )
Word forms: ascends, ascending, ascended
1. transitive verb
If you ascend a hill or staircase, you go up it.
2. intransitive verb
If a staircase or path ascends, it leads up to a higher position.
3. intransitive verb
If something ascends, it moves up, usually vertically or into the air.
4. See also ascending
COBUILD Advanced English Dictionary. Copyright © HarperCollins Publishers

MORPHOLOGY
morphology in American
(mɔrˈfɑlədʒi ; môrfälˈəjē)
noun
1.
the branch of biology that deals with the form and structure of animals and plants
2.
a.
the branch of linguistics that deals with word structure and with functional changes in the forms of words, such as inflection and compounding
b.
the study of the structure, classification, and relationships of morphemes
3.
any scientific study of form and structure, as in physical geography
4.
form and structure, as of an organism, regarded as a whole
Webster’s New World College Dictionary, 4th Edition. Copyright © 2010 by Houghton Mifflin Harcourt. All rights reserved.

TAPROOT
aproot in American
(ˈtæpˌrut ; tapˈro̅otˌ)
noun
a main root, growing almost vertically downward, from which small branch roots spread out
Webster’s New World College Dictionary, 4th Edition. Copyright © 2010 by Houghton Mifflin Harcourt. All rights reserved.

THRESHOLD
threshold
Pronunciation /ˈθrɛʃˌhəʊld//ˈθrɛʃəʊld/
NOUN
1A strip of wood or stone forming the bottom of a doorway and crossed in entering a house or room.

‘he stood on the threshold of Sheila’s bedroom’
More example sentencesSynonyms
1.1in singular A point of entry or beginning.
‘she was on the threshold of a dazzling career’
More example sentencesSynonyms
1.2 The beginning of an airport runway on which an aircraft is attempting to land.
Example sentences
2The magnitude or intensity that must be exceeded for a certain reaction, phenomenon, result, or condition to occur or be manifested.

‘nothing happens until the signal passes the threshold’
as modifier ‘a threshold level’
© 2018 Oxford University Press

OLD-WORLD
Definition of ‘Old World’
Learner: old worldAmerican: Old World1American: Old World2American: old-worldEnglish: Old WorldEnglish: old-worldExample sentencesTrends
Word Frequency
old world
also Old World also old-world
adjective [ADJ n]
Old world is used to describe places and things that are or seem to be from an earlier period of history, and that look interesting or attractive.
The newcomers to the Village were attracted by its winding streets and Old World charm.
COBUILD Advanced English Dictionary. Copyright © HarperCollins Publishers

A Few Thought About Belief

20 Mar

A Few Thoughts about Belief…

From pillar to post humanity bounces, most not knowing what they actually believe about nearly any situation. Perhaps they believe what is most convenient at the time because of the people they are with. And maybe they jump the fence quickly when in a new setting. Values are sometimes talked about but not defined, and certainly not adhered to.

For many, it’s difficult to develop a strong sense of self, to have a very secure self-image when the parameters offered by a value system are lacking. Our values define who we are, who we choose to become and who we keep becoming. They offer us direction when making choices. They quietly demand that we behave responsibly. Living in concert with our values brings peace to our spiritual beings.

I wish for humanity, and especially members of the Vampire Community, for the days to be gone when many ride first one fence and then another, never knowing what side of any issue they honestly (as in looking within and being completely honest with yourself, not allowing delusions to govern your true thoughts) believe in.
An Affirmation:
“Today I will have a clarity about my true beliefs that I can appreciate. I know who I really am. I do know what it is I actually believe. All I need do is act accordingly.”

An excerpt from our book-“Blood’s Truth.”
“Faith and belief should be whatever you need them to be. Your belief and your faith in said belief, are, we hope, that which help you become and to keep becoming, the best human you can be. In the bigger picture it will only help our world move forward in a positive direction. Faith and belief should never, we think, be embraced out of fear of punishment and/or expectation of reward.
With that said…
May your empowerment commence!”

~Julia DarkRose

A Kaleidoscope of Butterflies

29 Oct

The wait is almost over!
The follow-up book to “Blood’s Truth” is almost here!

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Available February 14th, 2018…
“A Kaleidoscope of Butterflies” will be on the bookshelves, waiting to fill your mind and spirits with truth, facts, history, humour, blood, and beautiful Darklight!
  
Thank you.
~Julia DarkRose

Propelling Forward and Growing

18 Aug

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Propelling Forward and Growing

Excerpt from my book-Blood’s Truth-published last year:

Disclaimer (Page 7):

Believe what feels right for you, not what you are spoon fed or that which will allow you to be in good standing with the chosen clique (group, religion, cult, community) that will fulfill your need to be accepted. Believe that which opens your mind, all through your life, not just once, to possibilities that used to be beyond your imagination. Keep your power. Cultivate it, your power, and empower yourself with every breath you breathe. Try not to unknowingly give it, your power, to those who deceive others and themselves. Believe that which feels right for you and you alone. Believe that which propels you forward and allows you to grow and keep becoming whatever it is that you truly desire.

Try not to confuse “propelling forward and growing” with being controlled and manipulated into thinking you are moving forward in your life, indeed, that you are evolving. When in truth you’re actually only serving the selfish needs of others, you’re only becoming that which they desperately need for you to become, so that they can continue to live within their own delusions while you are actually stagnating.

Believe that which allows you to be all that you can and to live the best and most productive life possible. Live being the key word. A life for yourself and for those that you love can be full of beauty…it can be a wonderful adventure.

You choose.

End excerpt

 

With the possible exception of Buddhism (The jury in my mind is still out about living a life with Buddhism as your guide.) most of our unnecessary ego and violence and quite frankly, fears of, well, just about everything, would be eliminated if we, as a species, learn how to let go of the lies and learn how to really, I mean, really, think for ourselves. Many claim that they do…think for themselves, but, in truth, do not even know how.

While, in my opinion, the desire to create, on Earth, a perfect, violent-free Utopia, is backwards thinking, a Utopia, nonetheless, could start to flourish. All the bad and ugly and sad and destruction, that is a part of our Earth’s cycle of life, needs to still exist along with all the creation and beauty and compassion and love, that is also a part of our whole.

We, I have come to understand and have faith in, are born with all that we need to know. We are born with all the answers. We are, at this time, still too limited to be able to make heads or tails out of most of the truths that are borne inside of our DNA. However, that is not a valid reason to give up, to stop reaching higher and transcending as high as our given lineages will allow us to reach.

Any organized religion (or cult, which are one in the same), Social Media Groups relating to any kind of rules and doctrine that you MUST follow and NEVER question, any Communities online or offline, any formal gathering of Humans that try to dictate how you must live, in such a way, that you are truly only giving them glory (no matter how they disguise it with deities and other symbolic hooha) and really only buying into their delusions which I know, beyond any shadow of doubt (willing to stake my own life on this truth), have not a shred of evidence, that can be examined by all to back up one miserable edict and “ancient rites/philosophy/knowledge” that spews out of their liar’s tongues.

Gather knowledge…on your own. Be the last to speak, the last to give your opinion. Be the last to walk away. Be the last if need be to call out the liars users, megalomaniacs, the narcissistically ignorant,  or the empty Human vessels that will do anything to get you to pay them some attention.

Be the first to think for yourself. Be the first to not allow the fears Mankind has created out of his own ignorance and spoon fed to you, to guide your thoughts and actions. Be the first to NOT be a bystander. Be the first squash all of the true 7 Deadly Sins (Apathy, Cruelty, Duplicity, Hypocrisy, False Morality, Abuse of Power, and Cultivated Ignorance.), no matter the consequences you might have to endure. Be the first to do what is truly right, as we are all born with instinctive morality (obviously there are exceptions to this, no need to get your panties in a twist over it).

Be the first to be the last. Mankind is always fighting to be first in line. It is those of us bringing up the rear that will survive the imminent destruction brought to fruition by those at the front of the line.

~©2017 Julia DarkRose

 

 

 

 

Belief & Facts…Not the Same

3 Aug
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I agree with David G. Mcafee with regards to his stance on belief systems and everyone’s right to believe as they wish. I draw the line at that right when said belief systems, in one way or another, hurt those that the system claims to “save” or anyone else that happens to get in the way of that system.
 
I am not a supporter of any organized religion or belief system…not a single one. However, I will defend, to my death, the rights of anyone to believe as they choose to believe and live their life accordingly. Belief, to me, is borne from within. Period. There are not any outside influences. You, as a child, whether you are aware of it or not, know the truth of what you believe, long before the brainwashing starts (in most cases).
 
Our beliefs are only as good as our imaginations. Period.
Science, at least, admits that it is not the be all to end all. Science is an ever changing truth. Science evolves as we evolve. Science seeks truth rather than dictates it.
 
I watch science. I adhere to most sciences and their truths thus far. Most of all, I look within and act accordingly.
 
All organized religions and/or systems of belief-christianity, Satanism (I do NOT need to be schooled in Satanism, at all. I agree with many of its tenets. So, back off), Luciferianism, Judaism, Islam, whatever the ORGANIZED system of belief might be…JUST SAY NO!
 
Learn to trust that which lives inside of you.
Meh, or don’t. Like I said, I will always defend Mankind’s right to believe as he wishes. I will NOT defend Mankind’s right to hurt anyone based upon those beliefs. Period.
~©Julia DarkRose 2017
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